February 2012
14 posts
“And it’s not “clever lonely” (like Morrissey) or “interesting lonely” (like...”
– Chuck Klosterman (via irrelevantttt)
Trying to...
take it slow.
it seems to have been thrown into hyper-drive and I’m trying to slow it down. Scared that since we see each other less often than would be ideal, the talking/emotional factors are going to quickly overpower and outweigh any logic and reason that ought to be considered. Actually, I know I’m full of shit. I will never be anything less than logical and reasonable. I’m...
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I.
Am just.
SO happyyy.
(It is written completely grammatically incorrect because that’s how I say it in my head… Long pauses… High-pitched… Ahhh.)
All smiles.
Life is great.
Going to DC two weeks from today. SOOO excited to see my amazing siblings & Alejandro!
Also, so glad I got out of the last cycle just in time to be there for my boys when they needed me...
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It's so niceee...
To have real feelings again. That last ordeal was a mockery of “real” and kinda just existed to pass the time. I’d normally say it’s over “for now” but this time it’s gotta be “for good.”
Life is beautiful.
The goosebumps are endless, the smiles are radiant, & the conversations are limitless.
Don’t fuck this up, self.
=] <3
January 2012
12 posts
3 tags
3 weeks
to accomplish stage one of perfection.
i feel like my birthday/valentine’s day is a more than reasonable end-date for this mission and, assuming i accomplish what i set out to do, shall provide for an even more satisfactory birthday eve out.
this shall be an interesting challenge. i made it the hardest one yet, just to see if i could. wish me luck.
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4 tags
Liking you is scary enough. Please stop resembling him in the most ridiculous ways. You are actually capable of good and genuine actions. Stick with it, I really do enjoy you. :)
2 tags
I feel good.
Bought myself a few nice things today. Every paycheck i’m going to drop some $s on clothes or accessories that are more ‘materialistic’ than I would normally go for. The extra money adds a huge ego boost for some reason. The compliments lately have kept me going. It feels great to look nice and even better to be treated well. :) I don’t know where any of this is going but I...
December 2011
5 posts
Rendezvous Then I'm Through With You: I just... →
xofnej:
julieeeeeeedwards:
I don’t know. I have this constant handful of you that I love and adore whole-heartedly, coupled with a few sprinklers of douche canoes (that term makes me laugh, regardless of the lack of sense behind it) that amuse me for moments or days at a time and then continually remind me why they don’t…
:[
I swear, I posted this and then thought “I don’t...
6 tags
I just...
I don’t know. I have this constant handful of you that I love and adore whole-heartedly, coupled with a few sprinklers of douche canoes (that term makes me laugh, regardless of the lack of sense behind it) that amuse me for moments or days at a time and then continually remind me why they don’t deserve to be permanently affixed to my life plans.
Leanna, Eddie, Madelyn/Michael, and my...
November 2011
12 posts
6 tags
I am happy.
I want to thank you for always being there, literally no matter what.
& you for always making me laugh, even when I want to cry.
& you for always showing me a good time, even when I had the worst day.
& you for always letting me know that you’re not judging me, regardless of the circumstance.
& you for always reminding me it’s okay to love the simple things, even...
When someone asks what you & your best friend are... →
the-absolute-funniest-posts:
This is a cool blog to follow
lmfao<3
i'm really working on...
being happy. :) my bestest friends, lovely coworkers, and hysterical fellaz have made this so easy. great reminders of the glee i deserve in life and the genuine enjoyment that people you love ought to bring you. :) i just hope everything continues to go wonderfully.
my angel is almost one. just makes everything worth is. <3 =]
laurenissolegittt:
Oh and the fact that I can’t eat sushi anymore has me upset :(
You totally can, it just has to have cooked seafood, not raw. Any with fried shrimp, most with crab, and any with fried eel are always safe. =] I didn’t realize this until nearing the end of being a whale and it saddened me, so I musttt share the knowledge. :)
4 tags
it keeps getting lower...
and it makes all of this easier.
so much going on right now. too much, at times.
“it’ll all be worth it,” i keep telling myself.
we’ll see.
5 tags
Just a few more...
pounds until I’m down to HS weight. Definitely won’t be happy there but it’s nice to have something to compare it to. Long way to go but this is a nice milestone to reach. :) In other news, I’m feeling like my cold’s starting to go away. I’m feeling good about not drinking in so long. I’m feeling like the next few weeks will determine how...
October 2011
6 posts
Who'd have thunk?
meoww-meoww:
settheairafire:
its nearly impossible to explain to you just how much you’re hurting yourself and everyone who loves, cares about and supports you.
i promise you he doesn’t.
your life cant be about you anymore.
I get your point of view but it’s going to get to the point where I don’t feel comfortable talking to you about anything out of fear of judgment and...
7 tags
No more excuses.
When I wake up, I start winning. With everything, really, but ESPECIALLY these two things. I miss being in complete control.
8 tags
stop being stupid.
stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid. stop being stupid.
dear over-emotional & hormonal self, in case you didn’t get the memo, it’s...
September 2011
32 posts
